Day One(ish)
My official weight: 189, but we are going to round it to 190.
Age: 20
Height: 5’5
Short term goal: 170 by December 22nd.
Long term goal: 140 to 150, to be and feel sexy, but without losing my curves, and to have all the energy any normal twenty something should have.
I will be weighing myself every sunday, since I don’t feel like looking at the scale every single day. The numbers aren’t as important to me than feeling better. That is the biggest change since I have gained all this weight, mentally and physically I feel like sludge. I can hardly go up a flight of stairs without feeling out of breath, my boyfriend doesn’t understand why I never want to be physical with him, and all I ever want to do is sleep.
I never used to be this way. I have never been a skinny girl, but I was always active. After highschool I went away to college in New York City, which at least helped keep the weight down since I was walking everywhere.
Now that I live in Rochester, I drive everywhere, and I am overstressed, the lbs just keep packing themselves on. So it is time for me to make this change, so my entire life can have a higher quality.
Though is is day one, I would consider tomorrow to be the REAL day one, since all I did today was spend my time sleeping, and vomiting up last nights mistakes. I don’t drink much, so it wasn’t hard to get drunk quickly, and before I knew it I was a wreck.
Hey :) You’re awesome! I can really relate to you… I’m unfortunately at the more risky side b/c I’m 5’3 and 200 lbs… but 140-150 is my personal goal as well… It’s more realistic for me…. I should aim for 135… but I need to be practical… lol…
